I’ve always been that person that believes that actions speak louder than words. I’m not sure if that’s how everyone feels, but it’s just a personal attribute I guess. I wanted to share just some experiences I’ve had in the past, both good and bad, just to get it out there and get it off my chest.
Relationships change with MS
I’ve been diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis since August 2010; I was 22 at the time. I had so many friends and a huge social circle that has since dwindled down to a select few. I have no hard feelings against the friends I had that are no longer, I did at one point, but I’ve dealt with it emotionally and moved on. Now, there have been a few friends that drifted away after I was diagnosed, that tend to pop back up here and there, when they see I’m having a hard time on social media, or otherwise. So, these people reach out to me and say things like, “Oh, I miss you! We need to hang out the next time I’m in town.” Or they even state a certain date, etc. You get my drift, right?
We all know that memory can be an issue with those that have MS, and it affects me. But when I have something to look forward to, like getting out of my daily routine and catching up with someone, just having some ‘me’ time… (Moms, you know what I’m talking about. You need that time for yourself.) So needless to say, this is something that I would look forward to when someone come to me and suggests that we hang out on a date/time. Then, come to find out, they dodge my attempt to confirm that we have plans, but don’t refrain from posting their activities on social media outlets on what they did instead of keeping the get together we had planned, even if it was a bit far away.
Actions speak louder than words
So what am I getting at here? It’s simply that actions speak louder than words. I’m guessing these certain people feel like if they say nice things to me, they are doing a nice gesture, and they don’t necessarily have to follow thru with it. That’s where you’re wrong. Because for one, I am THAT kind of person that will call you out publicly, if you want to be rude and just ditch me. I mean, I know I’m not as much of a social butterfly as I used to be, but I could have turned down other plans, because YOU had approached me about getting together. Get my drift? Another situation on this topic… is when people see that you are going through a lot, are always busy, etc. So these certain people approach you, without being asked/prompted, and you offer to help out with something at sometime. The end of your offer stating, “Just let me know if there is anything I can do for you or help you out with.” Does that sound familiar?
Grateful for help
Now, when someone offers something like this unprovoked, I’m grateful. I share what was said with my husband, mom, etc. It was a very kind gesture for someone to offer a helping hand. I’m not saying that I will take every one up on their offer, but it’s just nice to have that support. We all know that crazy things can happen, something sudden can come up, and that is relevant to everyone… having MS or not having MS. However, when you have MS… it’s like you have to ‘expect the unexpected’. So all those people that reached out to me offering help, I might need to take you up on that at some point. So when I try to contact you, seeing if you are still able to watch my kids when I get an infusion for 2-4 hours, have to get an MRI, DR appointment, etc. And the response I get is… **crickets**… nothing.
I would rather you answer me and give me a polite brush off rather than ignore me. Especially when social media/technology has this little tool on a lot of it’s messaging apps that will show you if the message is ‘read’ or not. So, basically, I see that you have read my message and **crickets**. This is what I’m talking about when I say ‘actions speak louder than words’. Bottom line is, don’t offer to help someone out, especially if they are dealing with enough as it is, if you are just going to blow them off. I would rather never be offered these ‘kind gestures’ rather than be ignored when I attempt at trying to take you up on your offer.
As usual, I could probably keep going on this subject, but you get my drift for now. I might return to the subject in the future.
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